Shun...

this is Shun, the guitarist of Vidoll! *muuggyaaa~*
he's so cool, isn't he?!!
*rollin' on the floor* XDD


I think I'm falling in love with him!!
oh noooo.. Tora will get mad at me~
ahahahahahahaha
Shun kawaii!!!! :DD

oh my, noooo!!!

It's really near to the final tests day!!
and guess what?! I'm sick!!! *cries all night long*
please, God.. I don't wanna sick this time, I also can't imagine how could I do my tests if my nose's running out~
anyhow, talking about test, tomorrow there's a preparation test for Hyogen, but I haven't read anything.. baaaddd girl~~ :((

2nd topic is love,, and yess, I'm falling in love with Takeru from SuG!!
ahahahahahaha even he's not too tall but his charm and cute face definitely make my heart melt~ q(>////<)p
just hope and wish, I want to watch their concert live someday, also Alice Nine!
that's why I study Japanese literature in two reason,,
first, I want to live in Tokyo
second, I want to marry one of them (SuG or Alice Nine's member)
such an idiot answers, huh?? (-_________-')

what??!!

what do I want now? I have no idea anyhow, I just feel really sick!!
I've got cold and what?!! I run out of tissues~~
*cries*
I'm waiting peta from chiyu or takeru if I'm lucky...
Hey, Takeru!! where are you?!! please, GIMME YOUR PETAAAAA!!!!
*going crazy*

what else do I want?

to share the truth, I'm really in a baaaaddd mood right now..
I was curious why did my lecturer really drove me angry, he taught the others not same as to me. my opinion, it'll be better if he just do things all the same to every student. yeah, I'm mad....really mad!!

ok, next topic
AGAIN!! I was so stress as soon as the japanese language proficiency test, anyhow I haven't done any preparation except the daily study at the class

once never be me, ever neither I am not me

rainfall

It’s raining everyday… sorrow usually come after me if I’m alone. Why? I don’t know either. Meanwhile, it’s cold too, my skin will be looked pale when I’m at home, though I don’t use any sandal or slipper.
Talking about study, honestly tomorrow I have two tests. One is the kanji of Japanese and the other is Chinese language. Both of them exactly make me sick… but what else I could do than face it by trying to study and remember all the kanji as well as I can
Almost forgot, let me tell about a guy I’m falling in love to. Ahahahaha guess he’s a year younger than me, but I don’t care as long if he can accept my feeling. Maa – it sounds like I’m a pedophile… but I’M NOT!! *going mad* @_@
Anyway, I’m taking a look at someone else too, but he’s in the same age as me. I call him by a nickname, the Caribbean boy… cute, huh? >///<)q *scratching head* and yes, he’s such a cute one, with all the charms, he’s like sunshine for my eyes… *kicks by the real sun*
*sigh* but I don’t know which one that I should give my heart to… hahahaha sounds like a stupid words came out already— just let God decides for me then. *smile brightly*

as time goes by

I'm not the one who can confess my true feeling...
this evening I quarreled with my sister, the cause is because she didn't do anything even she's at home all day..
and yes, my home was so tidy, but what did my sister do then?
nothing, just sat - watched TV - played computer
it's lie if I said I wasn't angry, the final action was my anger had exploded so terribly
she got mad too, kept cursing at me although she shouted out from her locked room~
what a crazy girl, I thought at first but well, tears came out as soon as I hurt her and myself T_T
yeah, my Father said that I must to forgive her and say sorry, and I did.
she, still hasn't wanted to talk to me yet, but whatever... XP

sometimes I feel lonely, but many things could make me forget that I'm alone
sometimes I feel sad, but many things could be found to make me laugh
sometimes I feel guilty, but many things could be said by words...

what a strange day

hmm, there's just a word that can tell how today is WEIRD (笑)
first lately in the morning, I got class at the campus and know what? my teacher acted so odd, it's so rarely to see him laugh so much, do many things in funny ways, nah... I just laughed at what he's doing all the class. hahahaha すみません、 先生
second, I went to a plaza near the campus. Well, I need a new headset right now and I found it there, but how stupid~ I forgot to bring extra money, I left it at home this morning! 阿呆 (=__=#)>
and the third as the last idiot things that happened is this!
I had a supper, fried rice noodle which mom bought from a restaurant near from my house. I mounch and mounch, then I got shock at what I saw on my plate. thought it was only such a big stone, black...lying near the rice but WHAT!! it was a dead disgusting big black-green fly!!! yucks, I think I'm going to vomit~ (泣)
by the way, I've planned to go to a seminar this evening but it rained a lot for more than 3 hours more... in the end, it was canceled. such a waste~ m(T^T)m
and talking about my love story, hahahaha... I have anything to write on, just still in love with Jesus my Lord and working on my short stories progamme. (笑)
hope they'll finish as soon as I can spill out my idea in it... nyahahahaha~

笑いを捜す

さびしい~
だれもない :((
今日は日本語で書いてもいいでしょうか?
ま、先に教会へいった、帰る時も一人だ。
なんか 悲しいが、『大丈夫』って自分に話した
昼ご飯と晩ご飯は同じメニューだ! (笑)
焼きそばとチャプチャー、知てるか?
チャプチャーは中国料理だよ
野菜もあるし、牛肉もあるし、美味しいよ! (笑)

それから、コンピューターでこのブログを書く
まっすぐ終わるよ。よかったな~

さて、またね!
次のは英語で書きます (笑)
おやすみなさい

begadang lagi

ga kerasa udh jam 1 pagi lagi... oh my, why does my internet go soooo slowly like this!!
*kick the modem* XP
besok hrz kulia jam 9 brsma dosen yg paling 'ajaib' dlm kamus gw!!
ahahahahaha *ketawa miring, udh ga da tenaga*
yozzhaa,, motto ganbatte ne!!
shukudai ga takusan aru ga, nemui~~ =__,=)
well, this is my first post since I became a member of this blogger website...
hope I can write well as soon as I collect my minds
*go to bed*